"这几天颇不宁静",其实意思就是心情不好,可是我也不知道自己为什么心情不好,找不到心情不好的原因就好比一个人体痒难忍但却找不到痒源,挠不到痒怪难受的！前几天在ＱＱ上和小美聊天，他问我觉得大学怎么样，我回答他说：很忙，很像高中的．他打了几个问号过来，表示不明白．是的我也不是很明白为什么会有这样的感觉，但是就是这么觉得的！！！　我记得Chris说过现在的大学生不知道自己要什么，我同意，她还说现在的大学生不知道自己不知道自己要什么（有点拗口），我完全同意．每天很忙碌但却不知道自己忙碌为啥？几天前收到初中同学来信，如此写到：哎呀，要考试了，可是还是很无聊，更闲了．可是我为什么这么忙？我在忙什么呢？？？
　这几天我一直在背思修（思想道德与法律基础）｛这里扯一句题外话：背到一句＂经典＂想与大家分享：问：社会主义荣辱观的内涵是什么？　答：社会主义荣辱观含义精深＊＊＊　笑死我也！！！这让我想到了今年两会时媒体记数温总理在做政府工作报告时的掌声次数，以报之，显示社会主义之仁政！！！　可笑也！！！新闻里好象说是３７次，估计不是数出来的　而是根据政府工作报告算出来的［停顿，此处有掌声］．当然咯！，这是我瞎讲的，不过你不得不承认＂社会主义＂还是给我们带来了不少笑料｝
　周二在机房上机，同学叫我等她吃饭，逾正午ＣＡＬＬ她，问她再哪里？她告诉我说在排队报中口，一时半会儿来不了，问我是否愿意再等，姑且不谈什么，我等得了，我肚子等不了这样的话，对我来说等她可以，等中口就ＮＯ　ＷＡＹ了！！！
　我记得２１世纪英语书（我们的英语课本）上有这样一段话：I see four kinds of pressure working on college students today:economic pressure, parental pressure, peer pressure and self-induced pressure. It's easy to look for bad guys ------to  blame the colleges for charging too much money, the professors for assigning children too much work, the parents for pushing their children too far, the students for driving themselves too hard. But there are no bad guys, only victims.  

    I counted on myself :I have peer pressure and self-induced pressure. That was all right that I had been driving myself too hard. But still I think it is far from necessary(compared with our demanding society and our desire for the earthly delights). If now you ask me what have you done(achieved) in your passed 20 years, I will say study. If you ask me what are you doing now, I will say: I  am studying. If you ask me what you think will do(achieve) in your following 20 years, I think the first word which flash spontaneously into my mind will still be study(work).
    I remember an unnamed person once said that he wished the God to give him three things : 1 the ability to change the things he could change 2  the tolerance to accept those things he could not change 3 the clear judgement between the things he could change and he could not change.
   And I also want three things: 1 the courage  to give up what I really don't want to persuit 2 the courage to take up what I really want to persuit 3 the real free mind to read my books, to watch my F1, to love my not-so-perfect-but-perfect-for-me people, to hate my not-so-hateful-but-hateful-for-me people *****In summary : the real free mind to live my life!!!